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Ò evB‡i wK my›`i †iv`,mevB Aviv‡g e‡m †iv` ‡cvnv‡”Qb! Avi gv N‡i GKv kx‡Z Kuvc‡Qb? Ó eoiv †KD wKQz ejvi Av‡M †gR fvB ˆmq` AvRgj Avjx Ii‡d ev`vkvi cuvP eQ‡ii †g‡q gqbv e†j, Ò KvKy Avwg e‡jwQjvg `v`x‡K evB‡i wb‡q Avm‡Z| wKš‘ †KD Zv ïbj bv| Ó
gqbvi K_vq †gR eD kixdv †i‡M hvq| wKš‘ eo‡`i mvg‡b wVKfv‡e †m Zvi ivM cÖKvk Ki‡Z cv‡i bv| Zey †g‡q‡K big my‡i agK w`‡q e‡j,
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gv‡qi agK †L‡q gqbv wKQz e‡j bv wKš‘ kvnvRv`v Pzc _v‡K bv|
Ò fvex wVK e‡j‡Qb,eo‡`i K_vq †QvU‡`i _vK‡Z †bB| eoiv Zv‡`i eo‡`i Agh©v`v Ki‡j,Kó w`‡j †QvU‡`i wKQz ej‡Z †bB| ZvB‡Zv gv GKv N‡i e‡m kx‡Z Kuvc‡Qb,Zvi ‡LuvR †KD K‡i wb? Ó
we‡qi ci eo `yB †Q‡j‡K gv Avjv`v K‡i w`‡q‡Qb| wZwb Zvi wb‡Ri B‡”Qq GUv K‡ibwb| ¯^vgx gviv hvIqvi mgq e‡jwQ‡jb, †Q‡jiv we‡q Ki‡j Zv‡`i Avjv`v K‡i w`‡Z| ‡Q‡jiv AvcwË K‡iwb| gv,gvKmy`v †eM‡gi g‡b n‡qwQj mevB G‡Z Lywk, we‡kl K‡i eDiv| I‡`i evev hLb gviv hvb kvnvRv`vi eqm ZLb Qq eQi| Qq eQ‡ii kvnvRv`v‡K wb‡q wZwb AvVv‡iv eQi cvi K‡i‡Qb| kvnvRv`vi eqm PweŸk cvi n‡q‡Q MZ Avlv‡i|
kvnvRv`vi GLbI we‡q nqwb| G cwiev‡ii Rb¨ G GK e¨wZµg| I‡`i evev †PŠÏ eQ‡ii gvKmy`v †eMg‡K hLb we‡q K‡ib ZLb Zvi wb‡Ri eqm m‡Zi eQi| eo †Q‡j, ‡gR †Q‡j `yBR‡b Kzwo cvi nIqvi Av‡M we‡q K‡ib| kvnvRv`vi we‡qUv †`wi‡Z †nvK Zv wb‡q nqZ gv fve‡Zb bv,wZwb fv‡eb kvnvRv`vi fwel¨Z wb‡q| kvnvRv`vi fv‡Mi RwgUzKzi evKx wKQz Avi †bB| gv‡qi bv‡g †h `k weNv Rwg Av‡Q GLb Zvi Avq w`‡q †Kv‡bv iK‡g †U‡b Uz‡b Zvi Pj‡Q| GgbUv nqZ nZ bv,Ryqvi †bkvq c‡o kvnvRv`vi AvR G Ae¯’v| gv Rv‡bb, wKš‘ wK Ki‡eb Zv wZwb eyS‡Z cv‡ib bv| wZb eQi a‡i wZwb Pj”Qw³nxb n‡q Av‡Qb| †Pv‡L fv‡jv †`‡Lb bv| evoxi mevB kvnvRv`vi Dci Amš‘ó| ïay kvnvRv`vi Dci bq, Zvi DciI Amš‘ó,gv wVK ey‡Sb| wKš‘ †Kb?
Ò `k we‡N Rwg wb‡q †Q‡jiv wPšÍvq Av‡Q? wKš‘ G Rwg Avwg wK Kie Zv KvD‡K ewjwb? Ó gv GKUv `xN©k¦vm Qv‡ob| cv‡k e‡m _vKv eo eD dvnwg`v †eMg gv‡qi `xN©-k¦vm Qvovi kãUv ïb‡Z cvb| gv‡K ‡m mvšÍbv †`q|
Ò gv GZ †f‡e wK Ki‡eb? kvnvRv`v GLb Avi †QvU bv,cuwP‡k c‡o‡Q? G eq‡m A‡b‡K we‡kl K‡i G cwiev‡ii †jv‡Kiv me wKQz mvg‡j wb‡q‡Q...Ó eD‡qi K_v †kl bv n‡Z G evoxi eZ©gvb eo ˆmq` Avjx †iRv Ii‡d mgªvU G cwiev‡ii †mvbvjx AZx†Zi Qwe AuvK‡Z e¨¯Í nb|
Ò ‡mme e‡j Avi wK Ki‡e eo eD? Avgv‡`i wcZv hLb we‡q K‡ib ZLb Zvi eqm wQj gvÎ m‡Zi eQi| fve‡Z cvi, gvÎ m‡Zi eQi eq‡m wek †µvk `~i †Kvb Muv †_‡K Lyu‡R wZwb Ggb GK m¤£všÍ gwnjvi cvwb MÖnY K‡ib? Ó kvnvRv`vi w`‡K wZwb bvUKxq fw½‡Z ZvKvb| eo ˆmq` bvUKxq fw½‡Z K_v ej‡Z †ewk cQ›` K‡ib|
Ò nqZ fve‡Qv,wek †µvk? G Avi Ggb wK `~i? wKš‘ †fe †`L, GUv AvRKvi K_v bv| ZLbKvi K_v evnb ej‡Z hLb ïay Miæi Mvox‡K †evSvZ †m mg‡qi K_v n‡”Q| cvjwK Aek¨ wQj,Z‡e Zv wQj mxwgZ| Gi e¨envi wQj †hgb mxwgZ e¨enviKvix wQj Av‡iv mxwgZ| Avgv‡`i gvZv‡K cvjwK‡Z K‡i eay iæ‡c wb‡q Avmv nq| gvÎ m‡Zi eQi eq‡m eû mÜvb K‡i wZwb Zvi gZ Ggb m¤£všÍ GKRb‡K we‡q K‡i wb‡q Av‡mb| †LuvR bv K‡i Aek¨ Zvi †Kv‡bv Dcvq wQj bv| †m mgq Avgv‡`i gZ m¤£všÍ†`i Kuv‡a Kuva wg‡j Ggb Dchy³ N‡i mv`x Kivi eva¨evaKZv wQj| Gme wQj AwjwLZ wKš‘ Zv K‡Vvifv‡e gvb‡Z nZ| bv gvb‡j...Ó kvnvRv`v evav †`q,
Ò wKš‘ AvRKvj Gme Avi gvbv nq bv? Ó kvnvRv`v hv ejj Zv mZ¨, wKš‘ Zvi K_vq eo ˆmq` Avjx †iRv Ii‡d mgªvU wei³ nb|
Ò eo‡`i K_vi gv‡S †Qv‡Uv‡`i K_v ejv wVK bv,Gme m¤£všÍ cwiev‡ii ixwZ ‡iIqvR; Zv Zzwg gv‡bv bv? †mme wkÿv Zzwg †c‡qQ wKš‘ Zv MÖnY Kiwb| Ki‡j AvR Gme Kzj cwiPqnxb Kv‡iv mv‡_ Zzwg wgk‡Z bv? Ó K_v¸‡jv eo ˆmq` Lye big my‡i e‡jb| KviY wb‡R‡K wZwb m¤£všÍ,eskxq e‡j `vex K‡ib| mevB‡K e‡jb, D”PevP¨ ev PxrKvi K‡i KvD‡K wKQz ejv m¤£všÍ‡`i KvR bv| Aek¨ kvnvRv`v‡K wZi¯‹vi Ki‡jI, eo ˆmq` wn‡m‡e wZwb Zvi `vwqZ¡ A¯^xKvi K‡ib bv|
Ò gvbv nqwb Zv bq, ej‡Z cvi gvbv m¤¢e nqwb| evev gviv hvIqvi ci eo ˆmq‡`i `vwqZ¡ Avgvi Kuv‡a G‡m c‡o| Avi †m `vwqZ¡ wQj ¸iæ `vwqZ¡| Aek¨ †mme Zzwg †`Lwb ZvB wVK eyS‡e bv Zv wK wQj? †gR ˆmq` nqZ ej‡Z cvi‡e? Ó eo ˆmq‡`i G wRÁvmvq †gR ˆmq` AvRgj Ii‡d ev`kv KuvPzgvPz nb!
Ò n¨uv fvBRvb‡K Avwg †`‡LwQ,...Ó LyK LyK K‡i GKUz Kvwk|
Ò eo ˆmq` nIqvi ci wZwb Lye e¨¯Í n‡q c‡ob| ZLb fvBRv‡bi eqm †lvj| Avwg me eySZvg bv| ïay †`LZvg,fvBRvb eo ˆmq‡`i cvMoxUv c‡o evB‡i †h‡Zb| evox‡Z †jvK G‡j `nwj‡R e‡m Zv‡`i mv‡_ K_v ej‡Zb| †m `nwjRUv GLb Avi †bB| Ó
`nwjRUv †bB| wZb eQi Av‡M †mUv †f‡½ wZb fvB wg‡j fvM K‡i wb‡q‡Q| kvnvRv`v e‡jwQj, `nwjRUv cvwievwiK HwZ‡n¨i GKUv A½, GUv mevi Rb¨ †i‡L w`b| eo `yB fvB,we‡kl K‡i eZ©gvb eo ˆmq` ivRx nb wb| †Kb,kvnvRv`v Zv Rv‡b bv? Z‡e eo ‰mq` ‡mB `nwj‡Ri K_v Av‡RvI fz‡jb wb|
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Ò ZviciI wePvi kvwjk me n‡”Q? Ó †gR ˆmq‡`i K_vq eo ˆmq` ¶zäz nb| kvnvRv`v Zv eyS‡Z cv‡i| †m Av‡iv eyS‡Z cv‡i †jv‡K AvRKvj Avi Gme esk eywbqv` wb‡q gv_v Nvgvq bv †Zgb| †jv‡K AvRKvj mwZ¨Kv‡ii wgTvi †eUv Luy‡R bv| UvKv wgTvi †eUv Luy‡R, UvKv wgTviv n‡”Q AvRKvjKvi Avmj wgTv! we‡q kv`x‡Z D”P esk¦xqiv †Q‡ji we‡q w`‡Z wM‡q eyK wPwZ‡q K_v e‡jb wVK wKš‘ †g‡qi we‡q w`‡Z wM‡q Zviv Avevi KL‡bv KL‡bv †bwZ‡q c‡ob? Gme ev¯ÍeZv,hw`I Zv †g‡b †bqv †ek KwVb|
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Ò wePvi kvwjk †Zv n‡”Q,mevB †`L‡Q| wKš‘ Avm‡j wK n‡”Q Zv wK †Zvgiv ‡ev‡Sv bv? Ó ev`kvi AvKj wb‡q eo ˆmq` me©`v mskq †cvlY K‡ib| cÖvq e‡jb,
Ò eywׇZ Ggb Lv‡Uv †KD Avgv‡`i es‡ki Rb¨ †egvbvb| GRb¨ nqZ †m †gR ˆmq` n‡q‡Q? Zvi AvKj wVK _vK‡j †m Av‡M Rb¥ wbZ, †m nZ eo ˆmq`| Avjøvni wn‡m‡e †Kv‡bv fzj _vK‡Z cv‡i bv| Ó eo ˆmq` †gR ‰mq‡`i eyw× we‡ePbv†K Avg†j wb‡Z Pvb bv|
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Ò ‡QvU ‰mq‡`i we‡qi K_v Avwg fvewQ,...Zvi Rb¨ m¤^Ü wVK Kiv w`b w`b †ek KwVb n‡q co‡Q| GUv wVK Avgv‡`i wcZv hLb Avcbv‡K we‡q K‡i wb‡q Av‡mb ZLbKvi †P‡q GLbKvi †hvMv‡hvM e¨e¯’v A‡bK mnR n‡q‡Q, wKš‘ cvÎ wn‡m‡e wZwb wQ‡jb AwZ DËg| †h Rb¨ Avcbvi gZ Ggb m¤£všÍ GK gwnjv‡K we‡q Ki‡Z Zvi †Kv‡bv Amyweav nqwb| Avwg wb‡R hLb we‡q Kwi Avgv‡K A‡bK †LuvR Ki‡Z n‡q‡Q wKš‘ evevi gZ m¤¢všÍ cwiev‡ii weevn‡hvM¨ Kb¨vi mÜvb cvBwb| †gR ˆmq‡`i †ejvqI ZvB, evevi gZ N‡i mgÜ Ki‡Z bv cvi‡jI Avgiv we‡q K‡iwQ| Avcbvi gZ m¤£všÍ bv †nvK Zviv eskxq (eD‡`i cwiPq w`‡Z wM‡q eive‡ii gZ Zv‡`i w`‡K ZvwK‡q eo ˆmq‡`i gyLUv A‡RvI KuyP‡K †Mj)| wKš‘ kvnvRv`vi we‡qi Rb¨ fve‡Z wM‡q Avwg Lye †c‡ikvb n‡q c‡owQ| fv‡jv Ni hw`I †g‡j wKš‘ Zviv kvnvRv`vi AvPvi AvPi‡Yi †LuvR wb‡q wcwQ‡q hvq| Ó
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Ò gv‡K Gme e‡j wK Avi Ki‡eb,Avi gv ï‡b ev wK Ki‡eb? ïay Kó cv‡eb| gvÕi Rb¨ hvi †ewk fvevi K_v wZwb †Zv gnvmy‡L RvZ AÕRvZ‡`i wb‡q †g‡Z Av‡Qb|Ó
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Ò g‡b nq eo fvex Lywk n‡q‡Q| `yB eD‡qi wb‡R‡`i g‡a¨ Ggwb‡Z Lye fve| wKš‘ my‡hvM †c‡j A‡b¨i †jRUvq †gvPo w`‡Z †KD Qv‡o bv| Ó
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Ò gv,Gme Ii g‡bi K_v bq| kixdv Avgv‡K eûw`b e‡j‡Q kvnRv`vi Rb¨ GKUv fv‡jv †g‡q †`L‡Z| Avwg †LuvR KiwQ, Avcbv‡K eje e‡j g‡b K‡iwQ| kixdvi mv†_ G wb‡q Av‡jvPbvI K‡iwQ| Ó †m me wVK ej‡Q Zv cÖgvb Kivi Rb¨ kixdv‡K ¯^vÿx gvb‡Z Pvq,
Ò Zzwg Avgv‡K hv e‡j‡Qv mevB‡K Zv ej| Ó
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Ò gv Avgv‡`i‡K fzj eyS‡eb G Avwg g‡b Kwi bv| m¤¢eZ GgbUv Avgiv †KD g‡b Kwi bv? wZwb m¤£všÍ N‡ii GKRb ïay bb,Avgv‡`i giûg wcZvi †hvM¨ mnawg©wb| Avgv‡`i wcZvi Ávb eyw× Avi wePÿYZvi mv‡_ Zvi wbweo cwiPq i‡q‡Q| wKš‘ gv‡qi g‡b AvR A‡bK Kó A‡bK e¨_v! Zvi g‡bi G Ae¯’v KvD‡K wZwb ej‡Z cv‡ib bv, Kv‡iv Kv‡Q cÖKvk Ki‡Z cv‡ib bv| Avgv‡`i wcZvi RxweZKvj ch©šÍ †h myL kvwšÍ Avi cÖvPzh© wZwb †`‡L‡Qb Zv ‡hb †Kv_vq me nvwi‡q †M‡Q?... wcZvi g„Z¨i ci miKvix AvB‡b †RvZ`vix P‡j hvq| G wb‡q Lye GKUv `ytL cvIqvi wKQz †bB e‡j Avwg g‡b Kwi, KviY Avgv‡`i Ae¯’v Ab¨ Avi mKj †RvZ`vi‡`i gZ| wKš‘ Avgv‡`i c~e©RM‡Yi †m †mvbvjx AZxZ‡K Avgiv a‡i ivL‡Z cvijvg bv? Gi `vq `vwqZ¡ Aek¨ Avgvi Kuv‡a eZ©vq, Avwg Zv A¯^xKvi Kwi bv| wKš‘ GUvI we‡ePbv Kiv `iKvi Avgv‡`i wcZvi D`viZv Avi eskxq gh©v`vi Kvi‡Y wZwb Zvi Lvm Rwgi cÖvq meUzKz cÖRv‡`i‡K cZ©Y w`‡q hvb| Aewkó †hUzKz Avev`‡hvM¨ Rwg wQj Zv wZb fvB‡qi g†a¨ fvM n‡q hvq| cwigv‡b Zv Lye mvgvb¨| GUzKz Rwgi Av‡q Avgv‡`i cvwievwiK HwZn¨ ev AvwfRvZ¨ hvB ewj bv †Kb Zv eRvq ivLv †ek KwVb| Zey Avgiv †Póv KiwQ| wKš‘ kvnvRv`v‡K wb‡q Avgiv eo wec‡` AvwQ| †m Zvi fv‡Mi RwgUzKz wewµ K‡i w`‡q‡Q| GLb gv‡qi bv‡g †h `kwe‡N Rwg i‡q‡Q Zvi Dci †m wbf©ikxj n‡q Av‡Q? Avgiv...Ó eo ˆmq‡`i K_v †kl bv n‡Z †gR ˆmq` e‡j,
Ò Avgiv mevB H `k we‡N Rwgi Aswk`vi| ZvB...Ó Zvi K_v ky‡b eo ˆmq` wei³ nb,
Ò Avwg eywS bv G wb‡q Zzwg wPšÍv Ki †Kb? gv wK e‡j‡Qb wZwb H RwgUv KvD‡K w`‡eb? Aek¨ G wel‡q gv‡qi B‡”QUvB me| gv,Avwg wK fyj e†jwQ? Ó
Avjx †iRv wK ej‡Z Pvq gv Zv ey‡Sb| Zvi bv‡g `k we‡N Rwg wb‡q †Q‡jiv eo AvkvwšÍ‡Z i‡q‡Q, GUv †f‡e Zvi Kó Av‡iv †e‡o hvq| wZwb wK ej‡eb Zv wVK eyS‡Z cv‡ib bv? Zey mevB‡K ¯^všÍbv w`‡Z Pvb|
Ò GLb Avwg Gme fvewQ bv| kvnvRv`vi we‡q Avi Zvi fwel¨Z wb‡q fvewQ| Avwg PvB †ZvgivI ZvB fve, GKUv wKQz Ki| Rgv-Rwg UvKv-cqmv Gme wKQz gvby‡li †P‡q eo bv| Ó eo eD dvnwg`v evby GZÿY wKQz e‡j wb, gv‡qi mv‡_ †m GKgZ nq|
Ò gv wVK e‡j‡Qb| Rwg wb‡q bv †f‡e kvnvRv`vi we‡q wb‡q Avgv‡`i fvev DwPr| Avcbvi †Q‡j‡K e‡jwQ, GLb mevB‡K ejwQ,kvnvRv`vi Rb¨ Avgvi Lvjv‡Zv †evb BmgZ Rvnv‡bi K_v fvewQ| Avcwb Zv‡K †`‡L‡Qb gv, mevB Zv‡K †`‡L‡Q| Avcbvi †Q‡ji AgZ †bB| GLb mevB ivRx n‡j Avwg Lvjv‡K ej‡Z cvwi| g‡b nq Zviv AgZ Ki‡eb bv| Ó
eo eD‡qi K_vq †gR eD †Z‡j †e¸‡b R¡‡j DVj| hw`I Zv G evoxi wbqg bxwZ bq wKš‘ AvR †m Avi Zv gvb‡Z †hb ivRx bv?
Ò Zzwg GKvB me wVK K‡i e‡m AvQ? †ek fv‡jv| Zv n‡j Avi GZ K_vi wK cÖ‡qvRb? Ggwb‡Z Avgv‡`i †Kv‡bv g~j¨ †bB, †KD Avgv‡`i gZvg‡Zi avi av‡i bv, Zvn‡j Gme wb‡q AvR Avgv‡`i fve‡Z n‡e †Kb? Ó mevB AevK n‡q kixdvi gy‡Li w`‡K ZvwK‡q _v‡K!...kvnvRv`v AevK nq bv!--
Ò g‡b nq mvcUv AvR Zvi †Lvjm †Q‡o †ei n‡q Avm‡Q? ‡jvK †`Lv‡bv Zvi Kv‡Qi gvbylUv‡K †VvKi gvi‡Q! †LjvUv †ek Rg‡e e‡j g‡b nq? †`Lv hvK eo fvex GLb wK K‡i wK e‡j? Ó
kixdv G Awf‡hv‡Mi Dˇi dvnwg`v evby wK ej‡e Zv †m wVK Ki‡Z cv‡i bv| †m wKQz ejvi Av‡M †gR ˆmq` AvgZv AvgZv K‡i wK †hb ej‡Z Pvq wKš‘ Mjv w`‡q ¯^i †ei n‡Z Pvq bv| Zvi G `yive¯’v mevi gZ eo ˆmq†`i bRi Govq bv| †gR ˆmq‡`i Dci fxlY wei³ nb| cvi‡j e‡jb,
Ò GKev‡i eD‡qi †Mvjvg n‡q †M‡Q! Ó wKš‘ e‡jb bv|...kixdvi Ggb Af`ª AvPiY†K eo ˆmq` †g‡b wb‡Z cv‡ib bv| wZwb fxlY ¶zä nb| hw`I wb‡R‡K mshZ ivL‡Z Pvb, wKš‘ eD dvnwg`v evby‡K mg_©b Rvbv‡Z †`wi K‡ib bv|
Ò eo eD we‡q wVK K‡i‡Q GgbUv bq, †m Zv e‡jI wb| GKUv cÖ¯Íve †i‡L‡Q gvÎ,GÕwb‡q AvZswKZ nIqvi wKQz ‡bB| †gR eD‡`i gZ ZvivI wgTv esk¦| (eo ˆmq‡`i gyLUv Avevi KuyP‡K †Mj| kvnvRv`v Zv jÿ¨ Kij) Avgv‡`i gZ m¤£všÍ Zviv bq, Zey Pj‡e| BmgZ Rvnvb †`L‡Z my›`ix, G evoxi mevB Zv‡K †`‡L‡Q| †m G evoxi eD n‡q G†j Lye GKUv †egvbvb n‡e e‡j Avwg g‡b Kwi bv| Avwg wb‡R wKQz ewjwb| dvnwg`v evby‡K ïay e‡jwQ Zvi cÖ¯ÍveUv MÖnY‡hvM¨,AvR mevB‡K Zv ejwQ| Ó eo ˆmq‡`i K_v ï‡b kvnRv`vi nvwm †cj|
Ò eo fvB †gR fvB‡K eD‡qi AbyMZ fv‡e wKš‘ wb‡R †m Zvi eD‡qi K_vq bv ej‡Z cv‡i bv| GUv wK? Ó
ÔGUv wKÕ kvnvRv`v bv Rvb‡jI kixdv Zv Rv‡b| †gRvRUv Zvi wLuP wLuP Ki†Q! eû K‡ó gyLUv eÜ iv‡L wKš‘ eo ˆmq‡`i †h GKUv †Kv‡bv gZje Av‡Q, G wel‡q †m wbwðZ|
Ò eD‡qi K_vq DU em Kiv eo ˆmq‡`i wPiw`‡bi ¯^fve| wKš‘ Gevi Gi †P‡qI †ewk wKQz Av‡Q e‡j Avgvi g‡b nq? ‡ev‡bi mv‡_ we‡q w`‡q gv‡qi RwgUv `yB fvB‡q wg‡j †fvM Ki‡e GUvB Avmj gZje| AvwgI Lvqiæj wgTvi †g‡q,†`‡L wbe mgÜ wK K‡i nq? Ó
wKš‘ kixdv‡K †Kv‡bv Kó Ki‡Z nj bv| kvnvRv`v nVvr †ek eo GKUv †evgv dvUv‡jv! nq‡Zv Zvi †P‡qI †ewk? G cwiev‡i GZw`b hv nqwb †KD fv‡ewb, kvnvRv`v Gevi ZvB Kij|
Ò `qv K‡i Avgvi we‡q wb‡q Avcbviv Avi `ywðšÍv Ki‡eb bv| KB cvovi kv‡n` cvVv‡bi fvwMœ A‡jqv‡K we‡q Kie e‡j Avwg wVK K‡iwQ| `qv K‡i G m¤^ÜUvi e¨e¯’v Kiæb| Ó
G cwiev‡i Rb¨ Am¤¢e GKUv NUbv AvR NUj! Aek¨ kvnvRv`v GL‡bv we‡q K‡iwb, wb‡Ri cQ›`gZ cvÎx‡K we‡q Kivi K_v ïay e‡j‡Q| wKš‘ Zey kvnvRv`v †h fxlY eo iK‡gi GKUv †eqv`ex K‡i †d‡j‡Q, eo ˆmq` Zv Rvbv‡Z Avi †`ix K‡ib bv|
Ò G Zzwg wK K‡i fve‡j Avi Zv Ggb K‡i mevi gy‡Li Dci e†j em‡j? GLv‡b hviv Dcw¯’Z Av‡Qb Zviv †Zvgvi ¸iæRb,Zzwg wK Zv Rv‡bv bv? Zzwg KvD‡K cQ›` Ki‡Z cv‡iv Zv ej‡ZI cv‡iv| GRb¨ DwPZ wQj Dchy³ KvD‡K w`‡q Avgv‡`i Kv‡Q †Zvgvi B‡”QUv Rvbv‡bv| Ggb m¤£všÍ es‡k¦i GKRb n‡qI ‡Zvgvi G †evaUv Avmj bv, G Avwg fvwe wK K‡i? Ó
eo ˆmq†`i K_v mevB ïbj| Gme Zvi Av‡`k bv kvmb, bvwK Zvi wfZi ‡_‡K AvZ©bv` Avi nvnvKvi DM‡j †ewo‡q †ewi‡q Avm‡Q, G cÖkœUv kvnvRv`vi mvg‡b eo n‡q DVj?
Ò eo ˆmq` wn‡m‡e wZwb Ggb K‡i ej‡Z cv‡ib, GUv Zvi `vwq‡Z¡i g‡a¨ c‡o| wKš‘ wZwb wK Avgv‡K kvmb Ki‡jb? bvwK GK m¤£všÍ ÿwqòz cwiev‡ii `vwqZ¡ cvj‡b Aÿg Awfeve‡Ki nvnvKvi Avi AvZ©bv`†K cÖKvk Ki‡jb? Ó
kvnvRv`v `ytL †cj| †m wb‡R G ÿwqòz cwiev‡ii GKRb| cwiev‡ii AvwfRvZ¨ Avi gh©v`v iÿvi Rb¨ †m wb‡R wKQz Ki‡Z cvi‡Q bv,A_P mevB Zvi Rb¨ `ywðšÍvq i‡q‡Q?
Ò G cwiev‡ii m¤§vb Avi gh©v`v iÿvi Rb¨ wK Ki‡ev,Avwg wK Ki‡Z cvwi?
--†jv‡K g‡b K‡i G cwiev‡ii me i‡q‡Q ZviciI †hb wKQz †bB? A_© m¤ú` bv _vK‡j †jv‡Ki Kv‡Q Zvi gh©v`v KZUzK? Avwg wb‡Ri wfZ‡i GKUv MR©b ïb‡Z cvB,esk gh©v`v Avi AvwfRv‡Z¨i MR©b| G‡K A¯^xKvi Ki‡Z cvwi bv| ‡jv‡K Avgv‡`i†K m¤£všÍ eskxq e‡j gv‡b, m¤§vb K‡i| Avgvi Me© nq, wb‡R‡K eo e‡j fve‡Z fv‡jv Kvi bv jv‡M? Me© Kivi gZ h‡_ó wKQz i‡q‡Q Avgvi, ïay A‡_©i Afve| wKš‘ A_© w`‡q wK mewKQz gvcv hvq? Avgvi wek¦vm A‡_©i Afve GKw`b _vK‡e bv| Ryqv †Ljvq GKw`b GKUv `vb gvi‡ev, Zv n‡e wekvj eo GKUv `vb! me Ryqvwo Zvwid Ki‡e| ej‡e,
--kvnvRv`v m¤£všÍ eskxq Ryqvwo e‡jB Zvi c‡ÿ Ggb GKUv `vb †RZv m¤¢e n‡q‡Q| Ó
kvnvRv`vi Gme fve‡Z fv‡jv jv‡M| wKš‘ Zvi fvebvUv evav ‡cj ‡gRfvex kixdvi K_vq|
Ò kvnvRv`v‡K wb‡q hv fve‡Qb Zvi †Kv‡bv g~j¨ kvnvRv`v ivL‡e GUv Avcwb fve‡eb bv fvBRvb| eyey, Zzwg wK ej? Ó Gi g‡a¨ kixdv eo eD dvnwg`vi cv‡k wM‡q e‡m‡Q| ïay cv‡k wM‡q emv bq Zv‡`i `yR‡bi gv‡S GKUz Av‡M †h So e‡q †Mj Zvi †Kv‡bv †ik GLb Kv‡iv gv‡S Avi †bB! `yB Nwbó eÜzi NwbóZvq GKRb Avi GKRb‡K ‡`L‡Q, wdk wdk Ki‡Q| Zv‡`i K_v¸‡jv wVKfv‡e ïbv bv †M‡jI kvnvRv`v †hb wVK ïbj|
Ò Ggb DobPÛx GKUv †Q‡ji nv‡Z Bmg‡Zi gZ GZ fv‡jv †g‡qUv‡K Zz‡j w`‡Z †P‡qwQ‡j eyey? Ó dvnwg`v eo ˆmq‡`i w`‡K GKevi ZvwK‡q kixdvi Kv‡b Kv‡b e‡j,
Ò Avwg †P‡qwQjvg †Kv_vq? IB Dwb Avgv‡K evievi ejwQ‡jb, BmgZ Lye fv‡jv †g‡q| kvnvRv`vi mv‡_ m¤^Ü n‡j fv‡jv nZ? `yÕR‡bi gvbvZ fv‡jv| Ó
Ò gvbvZ bv QvB| †g‡qUvi RxebUv bó nZ GB Avi wK| Avwg G R‡b¨ nvq nvq K‡i DVjvg, Zzwg Avevi wKQz g‡b Kiwb ‡Zv eyey?Ó
Ò Av‡i cvMwj bv, Avwg †Zvi K_vq wKQz g‡b Kie †Kb? ZyB hv e‡jwQm Zv‡Zv fv‡jvi Rb¨B e‡jwQm| Avwg fvewQ Av¤§vi bv‡g †h `kwe‡N Rwg Av‡Q Zvi wK n‡e? Ó
Ò wK n‡e eyS‡Z cvi‡Qv bv? Av¤§v me Zvi †Qv‡Uv †Q‡j‡K w`‡q hv‡eb| G Avwg e‡j ivLjvg, Zzwg †`L? Ó
Ò Zv n‡j †Zv Avgv‡`i me©bvk n‡q hv‡e †i! Ó
Ò Zv‡Zv n‡eB| GLb wK Avi Ki‡e? Giv †Zv Avevi ˆmq`? gvÕ‡K wKQz ej‡e bv| Zzwg eo fvBRvb‡K ej bv †Kb Gm‡ei GKUv wewnZ Ki‡Z? Ó
Ò Avwg ej‡j wK †m Avgvi K_v ïb‡e? eD‡qi K_v ïb†j †Zv ˆmq`‡`i Avevi m¤§v‡bi nvwb nq| Ó dvnwg`v gvwUi w`‡K ZwK‡q _v‡K| kixdv dvnwg`vi w`‡K ZvwK‡q Zvi Aj‡ÿ¨ †QvÆ GKUv †fswP Kv‡U| kvnvRv`v Zv †`Lj, †m Rv‡b kixdv ïay †fswP KvU‡Q bv, ‡m ej‡Q,
Ò me Avwg Rvwb| †Zvgvi gZje wVK eywS| Zzwg wK Avi Ggwb †Zvgvi †ev‡bi mv‡_ we‡qi K_v ej‡Qv? GLb Avgv‡K hv ej‡j Zv me †Zvgvi gZjex K_v| AvwgI me †`‡L wbe| Ó eo ˆmq` Zv‡K cÖkœ Kivq G‡`i fvebv wb‡q kvnvRv`v Avi †ewk fve‡Z cv†i bv|
Ò KB cvovi kv‡n` cvVv‡bi fvwMœ Av‡jqv‡K Zzwg we‡q Ki‡Z PvI, H cvVvb†`i esk¦-eywbqv` mg‡Ü Zywg wKQz Rv‡bv? Ó kvnvRv`v wb‡ivËi _v‡K| eo ˆmq` †gR ˆmq` AvRgj‡K wR‡Ám K‡ib,
Ò Avwg †Zv Gme cvVvb‡`i welq wKQz Rvwb bv ev`kv| Zzwg wK wKQz Rv‡bv G‡`i m¤ú‡K©? Ó ev`kv †fev-†PKv †Lj| wK ej‡e eyS‡Z bv †c‡i kixdvi gy‡Li w`‡K ZvKvq| eo fvB‡qi gyLUv Avevi KuyP‡K †h‡Z †`Lj kvnvRv`v| †ek weiw³ wb‡q wZwb ej‡jb,
Ò Zzwg Avgv‡K evievi nZvk Ki‡Qv †gR ˆmq`| GKw`b nqZ †Zvgv‡K eo ˆmq†`i `vwqZ¡ mvgjv‡Z n‡e? †mw`‡bi K_v †f‡e Avwg ïay nZvk nw”Q| †fe †`L Avgv‡`i c~e© cyiæliv †Nvovq P‡o GKw`b G‡`‡k G‡mwQ‡jb!...gv_vq jvj cvMox,†Kvg‡o Zievix| cv‡q ivRvev`kv‡`i Ry‡Zvi gZ `vgx Ry‡Zv c‡o Zviv nvRvi nvRvi gvBj cvwo w`‡q G‡`‡k G‡mwQ‡jb, ag© cÖPv‡ii R‡b¨, AwkwÿZ Amf¨‡`i wkwÿZ Ki‡Z| Zviv GKvB Av‡mb wb, Gme cvVvb, m`©vi, wgTv, Luv (eo ˆmq‡`i gyLUv Avevi KuyP‡K †Mj) Av‡iv Ab¨‡`i mv‡_ wb‡q Av‡mb| AvR Avgv‡`i†K †h‡Z n‡e G‡`i Kv‡Q? †`LwQ hyMUv cv‡ë †M‡Q...Ó
eo ˆmq` K_v †kl Ki‡Z cv‡ib bv| eo eD e‡j,
Ò cv‡ë hvqwb wKQz| cv‡ë †MQ †Zvgiv, cv‡ë †M‡Q †Zvgv‡`i ¯^fve| bv n‡j evoxi †Qv‡Uv †Q‡j AvR gy‡Li Dci Gfv‡e e‡j †m AgyK‡K we‡q Ki‡e? AvR Avi cvi‡Qv bv †Zvgv‡`i AZxZ‡K a‡i ivL‡Z| evievi ïay ¯§iY Ki‡Qv †m †mvbvjx AZxZ‡K,A_P Zvi gh©v`v wb‡Riv ‡Zvgiv ivL‡Z PvI bv| Ó
eo eD †Kb Gme ejj kixdv Zvi A_©Uv wVK †ei K‡i †bq|
Ò Avwg wVK ey‡SwQ †Zvgvi wK gZje? †ev‡bi mv‡_ kvnvRv`vi we‡qUv †hb nq G R‡b¨ ˆmq`‡`i gvb-gh©v`v HwZn¨ wb‡q †Zvgvi GZ gvq-Kvbœv| Avnv! Avwg †hb wKQz Avi eywS bv? ˆmq`‡`i esk gh©v`v wb‡q Avgvi mvg‡b KZ e¨½ K‡iQ, Avi AvR Gfv‡e ejQ? Ó
eD dvnwg`vi K_v¸‡jv eo ˆmq‡`i †Kgb jvMj Zv †KD Rvbj bv| Z‡e ‰mq` cwiev‡ii †mB †mvbvjx AZxZ‡K †h Avi wdwi‡q Avbv m¤¢e bv, eo `yt‡Li mv‡_ eo ˆmq` cwiev‡ii mevB‡K Zv Rvbv‡Z Pvb|
Ò AvR Zzwg Gme ej‡Z cvi eo eD,...†Zvgvi K_v wVK wKbv Rvwb bv? Avgiv cv‡ë †MwQ bv Ab¨ wKQz, Zv †KD Rv‡b bv?...Gme n‡”Q, g‡b nq Avgv‡`i †g‡b wb‡Z n‡e| Gwb‡q †Zvgiv fveQ bv †Kb? Ó
Ò Avgv‡`i fvebvq wK wKQz Kyj cv‡e fvBRvb? gv_vi Dci gv Av‡Qb Avcwb Av‡Qb| Avcbviv hv fve‡eb †h wm×všÍ wb‡eb Avgiv ZvB †g‡b wbe| ï‡bwQ cvVvb‡`i bvwK GLb Lvb`vbx es†ki e‡j gvbv nq| Avi †m †g‡q‡K hw` kvnvRv`vi cQ›` nq Zv n‡j G wb‡q fve‡j g‡b nq Avcwb fv‡jv Ki‡eb| KviY †g‡q Zvi mv‡_ Ni,G`y‡Uv‡K GKmv‡_ wgwj‡q me wVK Kiv †ek KwVb n‡q c‡o‡Q| Zzwg wK ej eyey? Ó kixdv euvKv †Pv‡L dvnwg`vi w`‡K ZvKvq|
kixdvi G g‡bvfv‡ei KviY †KD bv eyS‡j kvnvRv`v wVK eySj|
Ò g‡b nq fv‡jvB nj, GKRb‡K ‡Zv †cjvg| †Kvb gZj‡e †m Avgv‡K mg_©b Ki‡Q Zv Avwg Rvwb| eo fvexi †ev‡bi mv‡_ we‡q †VKv‡bvUv Zvi D‡Ïk¨| Zv †nvK, GUv Zv‡`i `yB mLxi jovB| gvSLv‡b †_‡K Avgvi KvRUv n‡q †M‡j g›` wK? Ó
kixdvi K_vq hyw³ Av‡Q GUv mevB eyS‡Z cvij| dvnwg`v evbyI Zv eyS‡Z cvij,ZvB †m Avi wKQz ej‡Z cv‡i bv| gv Gevi e‡jb,
Ò Avgvi g‡b nq †gR eD wVK e‡j‡Q| mgªvU Zzwg I‡`i m¤ú‡K© †LuvR bvI| we‡kl K‡i esk¦-eywbqv`Uv wVK wVK fv‡e †R‡b bvI| Avwg PvB hZ ZvovZvwo kvnvRv`vi we‡qUv ‡nvK| Ó
kvnvRv`vi we‡q wb‡q gv Gfv‡e ejvi ci G wb‡q Avi Kv‡iv wKQz ejv wVK bq, GUv mevB Rv‡b|
†KD wKQz Avi ej‡Z cv‡i bv| eo ˆmq`I wKQz e‡j bv| gv esk-eywbqv`Uv †`L‡Z ej‡jb,G wb‡q †m e¨¯Í n‡q D‡V|
Ò gv wVK e‡j‡Qb| Luv,cvVvb,wgTv hvB ejyb G‡`i gv‡S A‡bK †fRvj p–‡K c‡o‡Q| Ggwb‡Z G‡`i wb‡q Avgv‡`i mgm¨v nq (Zvi gyLUv Avevi KuyP‡K †Mj) Zvi Dci hw` †fRvj _v‡K Zv n‡j †Zv gnv-wec`| me †`L‡Z n‡e, hw`I Gme †fRv‡ji gv‡S mwVK wKQz Luy‡R cvIqv KwVb? Zey,gv Avcwb wPšÍv Ki‡eb bv| Avgiv (Avgiv e‡j eo ˆmq` †gR ˆmq‡`i w`‡K ZvKvj, Zvi gyLUv Avevi KzuP‡K †Mj) mva¨gZ †Póv Kie| Ó
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