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Ò kix‡ii ¶zav ej Avi Kvgbv evmbv hvB ej Zv A¯^xKvi KiwQ bv| Zzwg nqZ gvb‡Z PvB‡e bv Z‡e GUv mZ¨,†Kv‡bv bvix KL‡bv Pvq bv †¯^”Qvq wb‡R‡K Kv‡iv Kv‡Q Db¥y³ Ki‡Z| Avn&evbUv Av‡m cyiæ‡li w`K †_‡K, bvix †Póv K‡i wb‡R‡K iÿv Ki‡Z| KL‡bv †m mdj nq, KL‡bv nq bv| Zzwg ej‡Z cvi Avwg †Kv‡bv †Póv Kwi bvB; GgbwK GI ej‡Z cvi mewKQzi Rb¨ Avwg `vqx| Zzwg hv fveQ GRb¨ †Zvgv‡K †`vl w`e bv| Zey eje Avwg †Zvgv‡K fv‡jvevwm, ïay †Zvgv‡K, †Zvgvi †`nUv‡K bq| Avgv‡K wb‡q hvB fve,†Zvgvi †`nUv‡K †Kv‡bvw`b Pve bv| Rvwb †Zvgv‡K fv‡jvevmvi Rb¨ g~j¨ Avgv‡K w`‡Z n‡e, Zv w`e, Avi Zv hZ eo Avi hZ KwVb †nvK bv †Kb? Ó
weRjxi me K_v kvnvRv`v eyS‡Z cvij wKbv Zv †m Rv‡b bv| Z‡e Ô †Zvgvi †`nUv‡K bq Õ GUv Zvi Kv‡Q eo n‡q DVj| weRjxi cÖwZ nVvr K‡i Zvi weZ…òvi gvÎvUv cÖej n‡q D‡V| wb‡Ri wfZ‡i wLuPwLuP fveUv Zv‡K fxlY hš¿bv w`‡”Q!
Ò †`nUv‡K Pv†e bv? hZme b¨vKvgx! mZxcbv †`Lv‡bvi Avi RvqMv cvIbv? †Xi †`wL‡qQ, Avi bq| †f‡eQ Gm‡ei wKQz eywSbv Avwg? †`‡ni †emvwZ K‡i Rxeb KvUv‡j Avi GLb ejQ †`n PvI bv? †Zvgvi me †jvf Avgvi †`nUv‡K wb‡q, KLb GUv‡K Lye‡j Lye‡j Lv‡e GRb¨ nv K‡i AvQ| Ó weRjx †nv †nv K‡i †n‡m †d‡j|
Ò ev-ev! Zzwg Avgv‡K GK fq¼ix iv¶zmx †f‡e e‡m AvQ? wb‡Ri m¤ú‡K© Ggb aviYv †R‡b Avgvi wb‡RiB fq Ki‡Q, MvUv wki wki Ki‡Q, †Zvgvi fq Ki‡Q bv? mwZ¨Kv‡ii ivÿm‡`i Rvb‡j Zv‡`i K_v ïb‡j Zzwg †h wK Ki‡e wK ej‡e Zv Avwg †f‡e cvB bv? Avwg Zv‡`i K_v ej‡Z †P‡qwQjvg GLb †`LwQ ‡Zvgv‡K Gme bv ejvB fv‡jv| Avgvi †cÖwgK iƒcx †m ivÿmUvi K_v ïay †kv†bv|
--bvwf` Avgv‡K Zvi Kv‡Ri K_v wVKfv‡e ejj| e¨emvqx eyS‡j, RvZ e¨emvqx| e¨emvi ÿwZ K‡i †Kv‡bv wKQz Ki‡e GgbUv †fe bv| Zzwg †Zv I ‡K †`L wb, †`L‡j eyR‡Z wK PxR? Ó
Ò _vK,Avgvi ey‡S KvR †bB, Zzwg ey‡S‡Q Zv‡ZB n‡q‡Q| Ó kvnvRv`vi K‡Ú AmwnòzZv| weRjxi †Kv‡bv Zvov †bB|
Ò ‡Zvgv‡K ej‡Z Avgvi Lvivc jvM‡Q, bv e‡jI cviwQ bv| GB GK eQ‡i Avwg cy‡ivcywi cÖ‡dkbvj n‡q DwV| ïay UvKvi Rb¨ bq GK ai‡Yi †bkv,ej‡Z cvi †ivgvÂ! GKai‡Yi GWfv‡ÂwiwR‡g †c‡q e‡mwQj Avgvi| Avwg... Ó kvnvRv`v †duvm K‡i D‡V,
Ò †`ne¨emvq †ivgv ev GWfv‡iwÂwR‡gi †Kv‡bv Afve nq bv| cy‡ivUvB †ivgv‡Â fiv| G wb‡q bZzb K‡i Avi Mí †du‡` jvf †bB, ey‡RQ? Ó weRjx cÖwZev` K‡i bv|
Ò bvwf` Ii KvR wb‡q K_v ejvi duv‡K duv‡K Avgvi wei‡n Zvi K‡ói K_vI evievi ejwQj| wein bq Avgvi kixiUvi Rb¨ Ii Kó Zv Avwg eyS‡Z cvwi| H †h ejwQjvg Avwg cÖ‡dkbvj n‡q DwV,cÖ‡dk‡bi Rb¨ wb‡R‡K N‡l †g‡R Av‡iv †ewk AvKl©Yxq K‡i Zzwj| G jvB‡b fv‡jv Ki‡Z n‡j wb‡R‡K AvKl©Yxq ivL‡Z nq| Avwg †Zv GKv bv? hw`I mevB Avgv‡K Pvq, Zey mZ©K _vK‡Z nq Pvwn`v †hb bv K‡g| Avgvi H iƒc †Zv Zzwg †`Lwb? †Zvgv‡K †`LvB wb, KvD‡K Avi †`Lv‡evI bv †Kv‡bvw`b| wK j¾v!...wK j¾v! fve‡j GLb Avgvi wb‡RiB g‡i †h‡Z B‡”Q K‡i! Ó weRjxi gi‡Z PvIqvq kvnvRv`v †hb eo e¨v_v †cj|
Ò Avnvt gi bv gi bv! Zywg bv _vK‡j Ggb GK gwÿivbxi Afve G RM‡Z c~iæY Ki‡e †K ej? Ó
kvnvRv`vi K_vq RM‡Zi me j¾v †hb weRjxi gy‡L †Ru‡K e‡m! Zey Zvi gv‡S Lywki fveUv †hb Av‡iv †ewk n‡q D‡V|
Ò †Zvgvi gv‡S imK‡li eo Afve e‡j fveZvg, GLb †`LwQ Zv wVK bq| †Zvgvi gv‡S imKl Av‡Q †`‡L Avgvi fv‡jv jvM‡Q| imKl bv _vK‡j Zvi mv‡_ †cÖg fv‡jvevmv R‡g wK K‡i ej? Avgv‡K gwÿivwb ejQ?--Zv ej‡ZB cvi| †jv‡K †Zv KZ wK e‡j Avi Zzwg GUzKz ej‡j Avwg gb Lvivc Kie †Kb? Avi mwZ¨B Avwg GK gwÿivwb n‡q D‡VwQjvg| ‡mu‡R¸u‡R hLb Avqbvi mvg‡b `uvovZvg wb‡R‡K SKS‡K GKLvbv Z‡jvqvi e‡j g‡b nZ! hZ k³ cyiælB †nvK bv †Kb, Avgvi mvg‡b G‡jB KvUv co‡e| KvUv co‡ZvI me, ej‡Z cvi aiv ai| `yÕGKRb hw`I wb‡R‡K mvay e‡j Rvwni Kivi †Póv KiZ Z‡e Zv †ewkÿY wUKZ bv| †gvg hZ k³ †nvK Av¸‡bi AvuP †c‡j †hgb M‡j hvq GivI †Zgwb MjZ| Z‡e nu¨v fv‡jv †h wQj bv ev bvB Zv bq,cÖ‡dk‡bi Rb¨ Zv‡`i Avwg Av‡M †_‡K wP‡b wbZvg| G‡`i avi Kv‡QI †NlZvg bv| GKeQi Av‡MB bvwf` Avgv‡K †c‡Z cvMj n‡q D‡VwQj| Avi AvR Avgvi Giƒc †`‡L †m wK Ki‡e, wK ej‡e Zv †f‡e cvw”Q‡jv bv| Zvi evev Avi cwiev‡ii mevi Rb¨ Avgv‡K †m nvwi‡q‡Q,Avgv‡K nvwi‡q Rxe‡bi me‡P‡q eo m¤ú`‡K †m nvwi‡q‡Q GUv †m eySv‡Z Pvw”Q‡jv| Zvi †mw`‡bi K_v¸‡jv Av‡RvI Avwg g‡b Ki‡Z cviwQ|
--Avgvi cwieviB Avgvi RxebUv‡K †kl K‡i w`j| †Zvgv‡K nvwi‡q Avwg me nvwi‡q †d‡jwQ| AvR Avwg me eyS‡Z cviwQ| Ó Avwg Lze mnRfv‡e Zv‡K ejjvg,
Ò AvR †Kb? GKeQi Av‡M ev Gi gv‡S †Kb Zzwg eyS‡Z cviwb?Ó
Ò eywSwb Zv bq| Avwg Avgvi cwiev‡ii f‡q †Zvgv‡K GZw`b wKQz ej‡Z cvwiwb| Ó
Ò AvR †Zvgvi cwiev‡ii fq †bB? Ó
Ò bv Ime f‡qi K_v bq, Avwg Pvw”Q †Zvgvi mv‡_ Avgvi m¤úK©Uv Avevi ïiæ †nvK| Ó
Ò wK fv‡e? †Zvgvi eD Av‡Q, †m wK me †g‡b wb‡e? Zzwg wK Zvi mv‡_ m¤úK©Uv †kl Ki‡Z PvI? Ó
Ò bv †mme bq,mewKQzi ciI †Zv Avgv‡`i cyiv‡bv m¤úK©Uv Avgiv Avevi ïiæ Ki‡Z cvwi? GUv †Zvgvi Avgvi e¨vcvi| G‡Z Avgvi eD ev Avgvi cwievi ‡Kb evav n‡e?Ó weRjx GKUv `xN©k¦vm Qv‡o|
Ò wek¦vm Ki †m wK ej‡Q ev wK Pvq Avwg ZLb wVK eyS‡Z cvwi wb! I ZLb ixwZgZ KvKzwZ wgbwZ ïiæ Kij! Zzwg wKQz eyS‡j? Ó weRjx kvnvRv`v‡K †`Lj| kvnvRv`v fxlY D‡ËwRZ n‡q c‡o‡Q! ‡PvL `yÕ‡Uv †Kgb †hb Rj Rj Ki‡Q, gyLUv wMkwMk Ki‡Q, nvZ `Õy‡Uv fxlY Aw¯’iZvq †gvPov‡”Q|
Ò †Zvgvi wK nj? Ó weRjxi K_vq kvnvRv`v wKQz e‡j bv, †Kgb †hb ÿ¨vcv‡U `„wó‡Z Zvi w`‡K ZvKvq!
G Kqw`‡b weRjx kvnvRv`vi m¤ú‡K© A‡bK wKQy Rvb‡Z †c‡i‡Q| Zvi wek¦vm nj kvnvRv`v A¯^vfvweK wKQz Ki‡e bv| G gyû‡Z© ‡m me ïb‡Z Pvq,Zv‡K me ejv `iKvi|
Ò Avwg bvwf`‡K cÖkœ Kijvg,
--†Zvgvi cwievi, †Zvgvi eD †_‡K Avjv`v bv n‡q Zywg Avgvi Kv‡Q wKfv‡e wd‡i Avm‡Z PvI?
--bvwf` wb‡R‡K kvgy‡Ki gZ j¾vi QÙvei‡Y Av‡iv †ewk K‡i †hb ¸wU‡q wb‡Z PvBj? Gevi GKUz GKUz K‡i Avwg me eyS‡Z cvijvg| †jvfvZzi `„wó‡Z Avgvi kixiUv‡K †m evievi †`L‡Q! †jv‡f †PvL `yÕ‡Uv Zvi PKPK Ki‡Q,gyL w`‡q †hb jvjv Si‡Q! g‡b nj AvKÉ Z…òvq Zvi eyK †hb †d‡U hv‡”Q! `g eÜ n‡q Avmv ey‡bv Rv‡bvqv‡ii gZ †m nvum-duvm Ki‡Q! GKUz `~‡i `vov‡bv fvB‡qi w`‡K GKevi ZvwK‡q Avgvi GKUv nvZ Zvi `yB nv‡Zi gv‡S wb‡q †RvonvZ Kivi gZ K‡i ejj,
--GLb Avgvi UvKvi †Kv‡bv Afve †bB| Zzwg ivRx n‡j pvKvq GKUv d¬v‡U †Zvgv‡K ivLe| e¨emvi Kv‡R cÖwZgv‡m `yÕGKevi Avwg pvKvq Avwm| XvKvq G‡j †Zvgvi d¬v‡U DVe| weRy ej bv (bvwf` Avgv‡K Av`i K‡i weRy e‡j WvK‡Zv| Zzwg wKš‘ KL‡bv Avgv‡K I bv‡g †WKbv) Zzwg ivRx wK bv ej? GLb †h fv‡e Pj‡Qv Zv‡Z †Zv †Kv‡bv m¤§vb †bB| Ó
Ò Avi †Zvgvi iwÿZv n‡q _vK‡j Avgvi m¤§vb wK Lye evo‡e? Ó
Ò bv bv Zzwg Avgvi iwÿZv n‡e †Kb? Avwg †Zv †Zvgv‡K fv‡jvevwm| Ò
Ò iwÿZv †i‡L cyiæliv †hgb Zv‡K fv‡jvev‡m? Ó
Ò Avnv †`LwQ GL‡bv Avgvi Dci †i‡M AvQ? wVK Av‡Q †Zvgvi wVKvbvUv `vI, †Zvgvi evmvq hve| ZLb †Zvgv‡K me eywS‡q eje|Ó
Ò evmvq hv‡e, †Zvgvi eD,†Zvgvi fvB wKQz ej‡e bv?Ó
Ò bv Zviv Rvb‡e bv| `vI bv, wcøR †Zvgvi evmvi wVKvbvUv|Ó
Ò Aw¯’i n‡qv bv,wVKvbvUv w`w”Q| Z‡e hvIqvi mgq Avgvi cv‡qi gv‡ci GK‡Rvov fv‡jv †`‡L Pàj mv‡_ K‡i wb‡q †hI| Ó bvwf` †n‡m †d‡j,
Ò †Zvgvi Pà‡ji Afve nj bvwK? Ó AvwgI nvmjvg,
Ò bv wVK Afve nq wb wKš‘ Kzgvix †g‡qi gZ †Zvgvi Mvj `yÕ‡Uv evievi j¾vq jvj n‡q D‡V, GUvB mgm¨v| Pàj w`‡q †g‡i †g‡i Mvj `yÕ‡Uv †_‡K i³ evi Ki‡j Gfv‡e Avi j¾vq jvj n‡e bv| Ó kvnvRv`v M‡R© D‡V!
Ò wVK e‡jQ, G‡Kev‡i DwPr ReveUvB w`‡qQ| Av‡iv fv‡jv nZ hw` ILv‡bB RyZv Ly‡j Ii Mv‡j `yÕNv jvMv‡Z| Ó
weRjx AevK n‡q kvnvRv`vi w`‡K ZvKvq| iv‡M nvZ`yÕ‡Uv †m fxlYfv‡e †gvPov‡”Q| Avb›` Avi `ytL `yÕ‡UvB weRjx‡K mgvbfv‡e Rwo‡q ai‡Z Pvq|
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